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Join Date: Oct 2006
Posts: 1,194
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Senior Member
Join Date: Oct 2006
Posts: 1,194
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Nope Alffe never heard of that song. I'm still trying to figure out that other one about mother nature.
It’s so hard for me to open up about things Bizi, that’s why I’m such a failure in therapy. I do need a therapist Mari and I know that because there’s no one else. And I do accept that something is wrong and I need help. But I need to feel that someone cares, not like these group sessions their making me go to. All I do is sit in the corner and try to stop the tears. I want to scream at them that I’m bipolar and can’t deal with this. But no one cares, no one notices. I need one on one contact, someplace I can feel safe.
Why do people SI?
Self-injury can help someone relieve intense feelings such as anger, sadness, loneliness, shame, guilt and emotional pain. Many people who cut themselves, do this in an attempt to try and release all the emotions they are feeling internally. Others may feel so numb, that seeing their own blood when they cut themselves, helps them to feel alive because they usually feel so dead inside. Some people find that dealing with physical pain is easier than dealing with emotional pain. Self-injury is also used as a way to punish oneself.
And that's where I'm at. I’m feeling so dead inside. I need to tell someone about what happened in there, I want to feel clean again.
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Cats nap, only humans put them "to sleep". Sterilize, don't euthanize!!
BJ
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