I met him in a bar a couple of weeks ago. We've talked by phone twice since then. Alffe, I still need practicing being myself and not what I became with my ex. Some of the things my ex would tell me still rings in my ear today. Thinks like I'm stupid, nobody wants me, I'm fat, I'm a bother to people and other mean things. If I act like that with this guy that's going to turn him off.

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