is almost overwhelming and that's not me.

I have been through a lot in the last 8/10 years with my grandson and my sister and now a month ago my brother and brother in law a month before that and I held onto it. My own diagnosis didn't see me break down either.

But after seeing Mike on Katie Couric it has been like a pall came over me and the tears are there, their here now. why?

I fear for him, maybe, I fear for myself, maybe or do I fear for us all now.

Will there be enough of those with the courage to stand up with Mike out there to win this battle or will the will of one man continue to plague mankind.

How can we value American and Canadian children and yet kill the children of the world, but of course we don't aim at them they are just in the way of our guns and tanks. Those we don't kill we let disease kill or we watch as they starve to death.

What have we become?

Halloween is upon us and the kids here go door to door for treats and who knows maybe razor blades and needles in apples. I have refused to give out treats for years now as I would want them to stop this and have parties instead. spoil their fun, ya, save them misery I hope.

What have we become spoiling the fun of innocent children.

What have I become doing it?