I get it.....hop on into my boat for a cruise down denial! I have been recently suffering depression along with anxiety, due to an unexpected divorce. And although I am an educated, down to earth person and realize when I am behaving in these ways it irritates me that I could possibly be having these feelings. Its funny the MS and chronic pain never caused me to get depressed...well almost never I have had a few pity parties....but this has thrown me for a tailspin....Good luck in finding whatever helps you through it, and hopefully I will find my own way as well!