I hated it when I lived back North East. I now live in a State that don't change the clocks.

I found my depression got bad when we lost sunlight, then I was told I had SAD. I used to go to tanning places to get that good feeling of warmth and light.

The Holidays are coming which should take everyones mind off the change of clocks. I always thought that Jan and Feb were the worst months back East.
So cold and nothing going on. I couldn't wait for the Spring, which was rainy, but I knew it would get better, then I would come alive.

Personally, I dread the Holidays this year, it's happened many times before in my life too. I guess it's my situation, plus living so far away from my friends and all. God only knows how I will get through them. I did the big S once between Xmas and New Years.

Right now I wish I was back East. I'm just so screwed up, trying to start my life over.

Nikko