We don't get any kids here in the complex, maybe a few if I remember correctly from the past 2 years, not sure.

I can't do Halloween, with my 2 dogs, I can't keep opening the door, plus this year I am afraid to open my door. My husband loves Halloween, which scares me now.

They took my car yesterday (repo'd) depressing to say the least. It was voluntary, I had no choice. At least I still have a car, my mom's. I can thank my husband for my car being taken too.

Next Friday is court again. I can't take much more. I really can't. My DV counsler told me to trust my instincts, because once I was driving and I felt as though I was near him, come to find out, I was close to where he lives, I didn't know his address at that time.

I also am afraid to go over friends for Thanksgiving, I've had a feeling that he will come here that day, knowing me and my mom are out. Unless he ends up in jail. I will have to explain to my friends, even though they live right here in the complex.

I even sometimes have the feeling he is watching on this forum, he knows I used to go here. He would know it was me, yet he couldn't prove a thing.
So, screw you, if you are here, I hate you. (Talking to my jerk of a husband)

I am sorry to be such a downer, I won't anymore, not good for anyone here.


Nikko

Sorry to be such a downer, I won't anymore.

Nikko