My statement from My long term disability company came a few days ago...by the time I pay them and my attorney...I will have very few dollars left.

I was hoping that I would have enough to at least pay off med bills, pay ahead on the house, truck or even pay one truck off completely...it ain't gonna happen.

I could just tell them...I'm keeping the money, it ain't like you ever pay premium back when people don't use the insurance. Yeah, the check does not go to them...SS will not send it to them...they asked. I called my LTD and no one was in that I could speak with...I left my phone number....

I got a letter yesterday saying they didn't have a phone number...they also have my benefit amount wrong...and they didn't send the correct amount when I was on LTD...

Such a dilemma, but I guess I will still ower the huge medical bills, house payments won't get ahead, neither will the vehicles and I still won't be taking some of the meds I need...but, I'm still here, I might be balistic...but I'm still here! lol

Maybe I can make a deal with them...I'll send you what is left over after I pay my medical bills...how does 1.25 sound!! lol