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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: NW Ohio
Posts: 2,450
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Magnate
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: NW Ohio
Posts: 2,450
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The thing about limbo
The last couple weeks something keeps flaring up. I'll be okay a couple days then feel horrible a few days.
Honestly, I can't say what it is. I can describe it: I ache, am so tired I can't even cry and this last time my calves and feet burn and sting.
But what IS it? What is bringing it on?
Frustrating.
I can't keep up with stuff to do without this laying me flat for half the week, much less play catch up from it. Makes me mad.
Under normal circumstances, I'd fel better knowing I have an appt with my PCP and neuro soon. Well, I do feel good I have those appts, but still. It's been my experience nothing that ever happens to me is something that's easy to figure out.
I can go see 'em, but that's not saying I'll come home knowing what's wrong or what to do about it.
And then I am living in the land of *normal* people.
Anyone who reads this post will nod their head "Been ther done that!"
But you know your family, like mine, it has to be explained and some get it, some don't.
Ya think after 4 days of me on the couch maybe they could wash their own clothes? Maybe they could put the dogs out? Yeah, right.
The thing is I don't even know why I feel so lousy.
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