Hope it is ok to post this since not exactly a physical issue but more mental I guess. I have lived on my own since I was 18. I am unmarried anyhow for the first time when I returned from Ca I stayed with my mom for like 6 weeks. At first I never thought it would work but it turned out great. I really felt so comforted and my anxiety was so much less. I feel so safe with her like nothing else bad can happen health wise to me. Also it helpe to feel less lonely even watching tv at night together. Well I moved out to my own apt about 30 min away last week. I am not adjusting well. We have spent a lot of time and are planning to still see each other a lot. Like yesterday for ex the whole day we spent together but it is not the same. I am so anxious and lonely. I have barely slept and even during the hours I am awake a nervous wreck.All I want to do is cry and hide. At the moment I am unable to work and though I can do more like I was gone all morning still limited and in high pain. I wish I could work and go back to school but not yet. I have my apt on Wed for the spinal cord stimulator consult. I am trying to start my own support group for chronic pain and attend one I found. I have limited friends cause most have stopped calling since I barely could do anything for such a long time. Plus many don't understand what this is like. They are used to injuries that heal not a chronic thing that takes over your life. I don't blame them. Being young you never think of something like this or could understand.By the way for some who forgot I am 29.I know some will say get an animal but that is too much for me right now and plus the one I got when I got out of treatment lives with my mom. Anyhow I know most are older and married but any tips or help. Thanks all and wishing everyone a pain free day