I too look forward to calling this my second home. I first started posting on NT on the aneurysm forum - got one of those along with a pituitary tumor. Those things aside I'd come on here just about everyday and literally felt a pull to join this forum and I am really glad I did cause Wow even as I write I am surprised at the emotion that is still there. Tells me there is still some healing that is needed.

Well spoken BMW about guilt - Acceptance takes me in a different direction than trying to make it go away. Never quite been good at accepting what hurts.

Ok, I'm gladly ready to let go of the thread killer title.
Based on how many posts I've done I don't know how I figured I was one.

I love that you are everywhere curious - seeing people in different forums makes it feel even more welcoming and comfortable.