Hi. I am sorry you are struggling. I have read other posts about this program so maybe if you do a search and then email those people it can help you feel more ready. I did a maybe similar program at Cleveland Clinic well sort of. It was 8 hours a day 5 days a week with pt,group therapy etc. I lasted only 4 days and then was sent to get a catheter which I didn't do. I am thinking if I get the scs to do it again though and try to make it through the 3-6 weeks. It did help me the few days I was there in many ways. After that I leanred how to push myself through my pain which is not for everyone but in my case a must. Many coping mechanisms with the fear,anxiety,depression. Hang in there and keep us updated. Is this Sherry program only for young people meaning under18