I did not recover, am sure I never will....I stay in pain 24/7, but it seems very little is posted and I Need support in the worst way, just can't seem to fit in anywhere, I live in constant pain, have very little support system IRL, am as depressed as anyone can be, must share the same problems as at least 50% or more here but have never felt wanted or welcome...it seems when I post to a thread, that thread fades away and I don't know why?? I hung on for the first year and then gave up and closed out the browser, checking back every few months, saw no change, never felt missed, so I feel like the invisible person, online and IRL! Am I the only one that feels this way? I need people to share with the daily struggles of life, not games, and I don't know where to post, the depression threads are mainly in bipolar section so I don't know if its ok to post there, I don't know where I fit in and many times over the long months I have been at the edge of the cliff but am even afraid to come here since I can't take anymore rejections! I can't put on a fake happy face because then it would be a lie.
I have so many problems that I fit in everywhere and nowhere if that makes any sense! It is not just this forum, many is worse, too many politics, fighting, I just don't know where to go from here and yes, I have a Pro. counsular I see when at that cliff! Maybe I just don't belong anywhere!
Just had to get that off of my chest.