#111, I like that.

I have often wondered to myself, while reading wonder threads...why I don't wonder more about everyone else in here? I'm selfish in wonder threads. I see so many painstakingly remembering everyone and what they're going through and it makes me feel guilty. But I also don't want to leave anyone out of my thought processes.

So I wonder that I'll just wonder my selfish wonders again.

I wonder that I made it through the family picnic and it was just fine. Managed a big ole headache, though, with some of my silly antics which apparently sloshed my brain around so much my head started banging.

I wonder at how desperately I miss my daughter when I know she isn't near. I wonder if it's because it was just her and me for 30 of her 32 years, or if it's just a mother thing...because I love her so much.

I wonder how Corinne Bailey Rae is doing since her husband died. I love her music.

I wonder at how lonely I get more often than not.

I wonder what is up with DejaVu? Moi mentioned something about her having surgery? I like her. I hope she's okay.

I wonder about Moi and the ride to the airport. I had no idea it affected him as well.

I wonder that Diana Keck from Colorado rocketed my 'journey' on a spiritual quest. If it weren't for life problems, I'd be high as a kite in my own mind.

I wonder that an image I see often of myself (while meditating) is me in front of an ocean in the sun with my arms stretched out to reach for the sky.

Okay, that was really weird.

I wonder at how long I can wonder about myself and be selfish.

Because I wonder about everyone in here every day with love and hope.

I wonder if BMW will kindly turn out the lights in 110.