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Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: East Tn
Posts: 359
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Member
Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: East Tn
Posts: 359
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Hi,
I know lonely and pain, and you are right, no one wants to be around someone that looks somewhat normal but can barely walk 10 ft. My problem is I am lonely in a crowd...nothing makes me feel safe and loved. I just spent over a week with sisters and other family in condo on beach and they could not hear me when I said I can't walk the beach, go shopping. I was the drag. I was also the addict that took pain meds on time, never run short while they stayed drunk on beer/wine and smoked their weed with hash....beats me how I am the one with label as I get no high from mine.
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Back injury 1999, PN,DDD, Spinal Stenosis, Arthritis, Chronic pain, Lumbar Fusion 6-06, Pain Worse then Ever Since!10-10-06 Arachnoiditis! CES! now numbness from waist to thighs, bowel, bladder paralysis, self caths, chronic constipation. Left sided weakness! No appetite depression! Bed 22 hrs day!
Under care of PM 3 years. Diabetic, lost over 100 lbs was 300+, now 174 lbs. Normal labs, diet controlled!
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