"8)...those who live to please the Spirit will harvest everlasting life from the Spirit. 9) So don't get tired of doing what is good. Don't get discouraged and give up, for we will reap a harvest of blessing at the appropriate time. 10) Whenever we have the opportunity, we should do good to everyone..."
Galatians 6:8-10 New Living Translation
I was becoming very discouraged, as you, with never coming out ahead... much of the time putting other first financially, etc. My husband and I talked... God has really provided for us for the past couple years... just at times we didn't have grocery money, he would come through... we have learned to get along on a lot less and be thankful for many little things we used to take for granted.
It's so hard. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Don't give up hope. But it's okay to get down. We are only human. I'm glad you spoke out. It's time for you to let others lift you up!
Hang in there!