My date with Chris went really well Thursday. Friday we got together again and today I met his parents. It all seemed fine and dandy at 1st to be going so fast but this is making my head spin tonight. I'm not sure if I'm ready for a serious relationship even though I think the world of him and he is a true sweety pie. Somehow being alone seems safer emotional to me and I know that sounds crazy but I've just been so let down by family and friends that alone got comfortable for me. Alone got to feel normal to me and having someone does not seem normal.