Hi all,

Well, I've told Chris that him and I need to take things a lot slower. He agreed. I think if he calls me back that I'm going to tell him friends only. He drinks way too much. My instincts tell me to end the love affair. How could I have ever let myself start it to begin with. Loneliness, boredom, and booze make for a dangerous combination. I feel so ashamed. He left my place right after drinking one cup of coffee.