I haven't told anyone what happened. I have a complaint all typed out, I put my camera on a timer and took pictures but I haven't done anything about it. I haven't been to therapy after what happened with the "other parts" from my new one and the group therapy was only one week and it was a total waste of my time. I don't see my pdoc until Friday and I need to tell her, I need to find the strength to do it. But I don't want to be judged, it happened and I didn't provoke it. But I know it's going to fall on deaf ears, I know she won't believe me. It's just the way it is when you're so doped up you don't even know what day it is.