Nik-key

Sounds like a good song to lift a little pressure off of your chest. Whenever I feel that way, I try to throw everything out of my mind and focus on breathing. It's the only part of me that hasn't cracked yet. Sooner or later, something comes along to distract me back into this world. That, or I get tired of singing the song and realize there IS more to life than just breathing and living in the past.

It would make your father proud to know the daughter he created has even more strength than he had on this earth. It is similar to parents watching their little ones perform on stage. The kids may stumble and forget their lines, but as long as the child does not walk off that stage the parents remain beaming with pride.

It takes time to incorporate such a painful memory into your life. Thank you for trying.