I really thank everyone for their support.

Hunter (dear dog) is not wincing in pain or acting like he did Friday morning but he is still not himself, only eating half of his food (normally he licks the bowl for 10 min to make sure no molecules are left) and he is not "happy happy" all time. He IS following me everywhere like he normally does.

At this point in life, I am not caring anymore, as much as I do for other people, as much as I GIVE, I just don't care anymore.

Agoraphobia sounds like a good idea right now. Why leave the house? everything I need can be delivered. Maybe I should just sell my van and stay home. I just want to SLEEP.

Anyway, see, this almost turned into another vent....gotta go. bye

and THANKS for caring.