it sounds like you are sinking deeper... hard to get out of bed = oh no. i'm glad you have till thursday to recoup. maybe by then at least the cold will have let up. physical illness, even "just" a cold sometimes, can be sooo debilitating, and take your emotions with them.

sorry you have been "enlisted" for cooking today. any chance you can say, no, you do it, i'm not up to it? well let me not get into "problem solving mode" here.

i just wish for you the time and personal space to cuddle up with a nice book or a soft toy or a cozy blanky, and just be.

((( hugs )))

~ waves ~ from across the ocean

and sleep. sleep is good. sleep is excellent! get as much as you can, whenever you can! best cold medicine!