Hi thanks. To be honest I don't know what I need or want. I have like split personalities. Not really but even I asked my psych tell me how I should feel facing this every day and then more issues happen. He couldn't tell me. As for my mom there is nothing I guess she can do for me. I have lived on my own for 12 years and never asked to stay even for a night but now I feel I need support if I am going to go through the scs and want to stay for like 6 months but she said no. Only for the recovery part. It is not normal for some almost 30 to stay with her mom cause I am able to do like errands etc. I don't know makes me sad. As for my eyes they just never get better and was worse then when it started. I am on 3 meds now and I have no relief. What is that you are talking about cause I am not on it or heard of it. Thanks and sorry for your struggles