You are just like a dog with a bone dear Kathy....you won't leave it alone.

Ok...just my take on this and I really don't like to assume that I have any idea of the fear you live with on a daily basis but you always go to the worst case scenario! Maybe it won't happen...maybe you'll get hit by a bus before your condition worsens. Maybe the world will blow up..maybe the polar bears will mass...

My point is that we can't know our future...yes, I can hear you rushing to answer that you know yours because of your mom. It's about choices you will make when your life changes and you're certainly intelligent enough to know that you will have choices. Granted, you may not like some of them. But if you become a street person...it will be because you chose to.