welcome to nt bj.
my deepest sympathy for the loss of your parents.

you have been dealt a heavy loss in such a short time span.
i'm sure you will find lost of support here. venture around. many of us post in a bunch ( or like me...just about all

) of forums here.
btw...i'm a friendly mod here. not actually of the bipolar forum, but feel free to contact me if you ever need anything. the mods of the bipolar forum are fab!
here is a link to our grief forum
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=51