I wonder why I am at a loss for words...(((Nik-key)))

I wonder why I am reminded of my pastors words about life being fair..
"Let's not ask God to be fair. If God is fair not one of us has a chance, we are all sinners. Let us ask that God be gracious"

I wonder if Nik-key knows that she can't "be done"...when she can't do it anymore, God can.

I wonder if I can simply say that I'm sorry.