Hi, Paula! Welcome to NeuroTalk!

I'm sorry you're struggling with this, I'm sure that you will feel better once it's behind you.

You're doing fine, and you'll get the hang of the message boards in no time. It might help you to make lots of bookmarks at first, we have a lot of forums here. Also, any time you get lost, go to the toolbar at the top of every page and click on "User CP" which will take you to some options to subscribe to threads of interest.

Hang in there and know that we are all right here.