Hi. I am sorry but understand. What types of treatments have you tried? I encourage you to find a good pain doctor because it is key to get this under control as soon as possible. I have been dealing with this for 1 year and half and have not had adequate pain control through meds or other less invasive treatment so am going to probably get a scs and the 2nd consult is tomorrow for that. I often feel like I am loosing my mind but I try to use the support I have who help me stay present and keep me motivated to go to more doctors. Hang in there and you are not alone mthough I know it can feel that way.