This poem was written by Darlene Brownell. Darlene is an RSD Patient.


Who Am I


You can’t see me, you can’t hear me. I'm the one inside of you, making you go crazy. All the doctors you have seen, they still don't know me, that's funny to me. And it’s been over 100 years. And they still can’t find me, those tests they take and pictures, there just wasting there time. I told you before they won’t find me no matter how hard they try. Indeed I'm the one that makes you hurt all day long. I am the one responsible for your terrible burning pain. I love burning you with my flames, keep complaining no one hears you, no one cares. They can’t see me they cant feel me. I'm the only one who knows what you’re feeling because your body belongs to me now, and I have the power to make your pain spread. So don't try to stop me, because you no what they will say, it’s all in your head and how many pain meds have you taken today. Wow! There still saying that now, that’s insane. I will leave you with nothing, no family and friends. I will keep torturing each and ever day till the bitter end because people can’t see your pain and that makes my day. I’m going to take my flames and burn you in the worse possible way, I enjoy those shooting pains I give you threw out the day. HA- HA don't you wish you were dead, because that's my intent. If your doctor keeps giving you those meds it’s going to affect you and mess with your head. That's ok he’s doing my job, the more suffering you have makes me want to stay. I’m not leaving so stop praying; wipe your tears this nightmare is just beginning. Yes your really are a wake, I find that quite funny you thought it was a dream, It sucks to be you since no one understands. So do me a favor and do yourself in. Ok, I will tell you who and what I am. My name is called RSD isn't that a nice name. It stands for Rapid Spreading Disease. So tell that to all the morons you see. And maybe one day they will try and stop me. Bye the way would you please stop changing my name.



If you like you to contact Darlene the author of this poem you can e-mail her at: darlenebrownell@yahoo.com




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