Dear BJ,

It's possible you need a thryoid check. You might need the synthroid adjusted.

Are you on any other meds? Med that could be interfering with the bipolar meds????

Let us know when you get in to see the pdoc and talk. I'll feel better knowing that your pdoc knows what is going on.

In the meantime, find a safe way to get through the time it takes for the Lamictal to start working for you. Get your pdoc to help you find a new tdoc and maybe someone to teach you some coping skills and so on. You need more help than you are getting right now.
And good people really can help you.

Mari