Hi Patch, I agree it does suck! I just gone done myself - Had 3 days of the IV and 12 days of orals. I am sorry but I honestly know how you are feeling. I want to be myself again but I have learned mostly from from great people here on the boards that you can't beat yourself up.

Take Care of you! When I start to panic or fly off the handle I think of another board member who once told me she was on Steroids and even the tooth paste cover and her didn't get along!

Hang in there and know you are not alone!