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Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: East Tn
Posts: 359
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Member
Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: East Tn
Posts: 359
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I wonder if I am just losing my mind and feeling paranoid everywhere since I am invisible in my own home?
I wonder if I will ever learn to trust people again?
I wonder if anyone will call me this week and not want anything?
I wonder if I will ever feel normal again?
I wonder if I will continue to stay here in my safe spot away from people?
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Back injury 1999, PN,DDD, Spinal Stenosis, Arthritis, Chronic pain, Lumbar Fusion 6-06, Pain Worse then Ever Since!10-10-06 Arachnoiditis! CES! now numbness from waist to thighs, bowel, bladder paralysis, self caths, chronic constipation. Left sided weakness! No appetite depression! Bed 22 hrs day!
Under care of PM 3 years. Diabetic, lost over 100 lbs was 300+, now 174 lbs. Normal labs, diet controlled!
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