Rick, as you know, I truly believe you're onto something - and it's not just cuz we're brain damaged or on drugs. () Between Monsanto, General Foods, our own top neurology specialists, the insurers and the pharmaceutical companies - these alone - their methods are worse than bombs.

When I met with my own neurologist this week, I said to my doc and two other neurologists who were sitting in on the session, "No one is really working on a cure, are they?" My doctor said, "No. They're not. They're making too much money the way it is." With that, I gave him a hug and said well, I'm going to have to be taking care of myself pretty much then.....

Onward. Or underground. Or whatever. I intend to live and live better than they ever thought I could. He asked me to walk down the hall for them. I walked down the long hall and felt like I was on a runway...click-click, click-click, turned and looked back at their three small faces as the doctors stood there watching me. I walked back, perfectly, shrugged, and my doctor whispered to the others, "18 years.... " It feels really energizing to take the reigns of your own life, whenever you can, however you can....Nobody has a say over your own personal life energy.