Michael just came home late from a meeting this evening, and had the funniest smirk on his face. For a moment I thought he had gotten laid off, but he pulled a paper out of his briefcase, and......I'VE BEEN APPROVED FOR TYSABRI!!! Now, I'm a little nervous. I have to call the MS Centre tomorrow, and start the ball rolling I suppose. I'm excited and hesitant at the same time. Did anyone else feel like this when they started? I think part of my hesitation is this means that we really are no longer going to be trying to have a baby ever again, which makes me sad. At the same time, I hope I start to feel a tad better because this heat has been doing a number on me, and I don't know how much more of it I can take working.

Why am I so ambivalent? Is it because I haven't been on anything for a while, and I've been living in a state of denial?