I would think too much in the shower...does that make sense.
It was almost like I was avoiding the shower because I was thinking too much in it....I did not want to think that much.

I do that too. Its just easier in the shower to think too much!!

Christopher was good last night in getting me to just relax and go to sleep, rather than stay in pain and worry. Because I WAS worried! Stomach pain & distention = horrible intestinal pain for hours and etc. and a hospital visit. But what happened? He watched over me, kept saying soothingly "Go to sleep..." and I was so relaxed I did. No thinking, just peace. And sleep- so my body could keep fighting the virus.