Earl - I will continue to pray for you and your family.

It is hard for me to give any words of wisdom or advice as I have been where you are and I know that anything that anyone said didn't make one bit of difference. I've been where you are more than once, twice, three times, etc. Somehow, I've made it through each of those times. Yes, Bon Jovi's song "Living on a Prayer" is the only thing that got me through.

I don't know how many times my phone got shut off, electricity only once, how many meals I skipped as I needed to conserve the food for DDs - they ate, I didn't. I remember the horror of knowing that in 2 days we would be evicted if I didn't come up with the rent. DDs Youth Group bought food for us AND used their fundraising money (was for a trip) to pay the rent.

My heart aches for you and I know the best thing that I can do for you right now is pray. Please know that I am praying for you as I am worried about you and know what you are going through.