Sally I feel bad i didnt see this thread, I am sorry you are feeling like you do, you know if I had magical words I would share them with you

as it is i misplaced them, I do have kind words of friendship and encouragment, to try and hang in there wont be long fall will be back
i have a hard time with the sleep carp, i know i need to get stuff done, and deb says dont worry rest, I dont want to rest i want to be able to get stuff done, worse part about it sleep is the best thing that or take an extra narcotic aka speeder and counteract it, either way the sleep will eventually catch up to me.
I do hope you get to feeling better soon, again sorry for my delay in posting