I hope today is better for you B2Y. That's just the nature of the beast....one day you feel like crap and the next day you feel fine. I've learned never to make big decisions on a bad day.

Do you have some vacation time you could take? Or maybe some other kind of leave that wouldn't affect your retirement eligibility? I probably already know the answer to that....I had weeks and weeks of vacation time that I never took just because it wasn't worth the hassle and headache of what I would have returned to.

I do hope today is a better day for you.....