Hi everyone I really appreciate the words of compassion and encouragement.
I took all things said to heart. And I also did lots of what was said. Starting
with something for me. I went out and got my hair cut. And then money is one of the things that I'm usually not allowed. WEll at first I just borrowed some extra with out care out of the joint account that is his. The one that
is mine, has only the money I make and the money to pay household bills.
Which is still the same as 3 years ago.
Doesn't really pay them, let alone his or Derrick's health or prescription bills that are mail order. His famous words are always, well you just have to say you need it for those things and how much. And after of course he says are you sure its that expensive, I'll give you the money.

Heehee, But honestly the last few weeks, when he decided to go visiting
I took out money $500 or so a shot. Then all the sudden he couldn't
understand why our middle son was so mad at him I told him. Well they
are mending there problems. And he is working to help Devin get the car
he gave them in March ready to drive. So hopefully soon it will be good.
We will get to go back to Indiana Beach, and hopefully fix the mess he
made the first time.

But the best part of this is, he has helped with things around the house.
Figured out I have feelings. And when he asks me to do things for him.
Makes me a list of things he owes me. Then does them, in a timely fashiion.
One of which, was the front LIGHT I've needed for years. It will turn on
when we walk out. He was originally putting up a ugly one. He had bought
a beautiful new one.

Man things are changing, mid life crisis maybe its over. He said, he needed someone to talk to. I just remind him everytime he gets on the phone forever. Thats the same as me not talking to him. I like to talk and cuddle too.

Love ya all, and thanks to those who don't always stop by

Donna