I need advise. I'm just tired of it all. I posted so much. Now I just don't want to post. I need help. I'm not getting it from this Nurse Practitioner with social services. My sister let me have it again. My brother in Law said she's a sick women. I'm sick also. Alone. Going broke. Waiting for SSD. Tired. Confused. Angry. Dread. Feel doom coming. Things are not coming together. Was better. Now going down. Tired. It just gets more complicated. Pain. BF