My friend,
One thing that you can be sure of is that all of us here at one point or another have felt exactly as you do ! Not only do you have to deal with the pain of RSD you also have to deal with the pains of daily life. You truly are not alone. But as you know this moment will pass and once again things will be better for you. It is a promise that I see time and time again come true. God never leaves our side even through the darkest of times I have hung onto his love cried out to him to save me from those very difficult moments of suffering and he has never let me down.He will not leave your side. You are a beautiful precious human being and even though your daughter is going through some tough moments now she needs you the most ! As does your husband. When my little one died in my arms I wanted to go with him soooo very badly. I contemplated just what you are. My husband and son were suffering so and my son was doing as your daughter is fighting me as though it were my fault.I dropped to my knees in the worst emotional pain I had ever experienced and asked God to help me find a way to through it. Suddenly an image of my son and husband suffering immensely and contemplating exactly what I was flashed through my mind. I heard my sons words mom why did you leave me when i needed you the most ! I feel your pain my friend. Please let your husband or someone close to you know how your feeling. Reach for life. Even with this horrific disease I now embrace life . I see the beauty of it with brand new eyes. My hugs,thoughts and prayers are with you my friend. Know that you are NEVER alone....

Kimberly,