I live alone ona small farm with two horses. I can no longer manage. Friends come and mow for me, but every night when I climb the ladder to the hay loft, I wonder if I'll make it down without falling. The house is a wreck and needs cleaning badly. It has been weeks since my horses have been groomed. I'm looking for homes for them and the farm is for sale, but in this economy it won't sell anytime soon. I took in a roomate a couple of months ago. I offered free rent in exchange for help. In two months he spent one hour weed wacking. Finally, I kicked him out, but he left half an out building full of stuff. I now must hire someone to come haul it away.