I don't have any experience with this disorder, but wanted to comment that I think you are handling the situation well under the circumstances. I agree that going to http://forums.psychcentral.com/postl...Cat=&Board=did is a good idea. You might want to see if anyone has read any books on the disorder that have been helpful. Please be sure to see your therapist regularly and if you are able, to keep your stress levels down as much as you reasonably are able to do so.