He too, has a female judge and a female public defender.

So, it looks like the odd's are in HIS favor. Because he is a liar, manipulator, and has that charisma about him, makes me ill.

I always dress nice, and speak well as long as I can take my Klonapin prior to court. I don't want to have a shaky voice or cry.

God only knows what will happen. God only knows if I will make it till Friday, and if I do, well I don't know how I will react to anything.

Going back to my hole, I feel safe there.

Nikko