Detox going very badly......RLS is killing me. REQUIP, NEURONTIN, VALIUM, FLEXERIL, NOTHING IS HELPING. I WILL BE USING OXYCODONE TOMORROW. I AM SO ANGRY WITH THESE WORTHLESS DOCTORS I CAN'T STAND IT.

I WILL BE TALKING TO THE STATE OF CALIFORNIA TOMORROW. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE DOCTORS ARE SUPPOSED TO DO. IF THEY ARE NOT DOING IT, LET THEM EXPLAIN IT TO THE GOVERNMENT. I HAVE HAD CRAPPY DOCTORS BEFORE, BUT THESE DOCTORS ARE RATED THE BEST IN OUR AREA IN SACRAMENTO MAGAZINE. IF THEY ARE THE BEST, I WOULD HATE TO SEE THE WORST. I REQUESTED AN EMERGENCY APPT AT 3AM TODAY. I CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS. RLS IS HORRIBLE. OXYCODONE WILL STOP IT, OR IT USED TO.

I FEEL LIKE I HAVE UNLEASHED A HUGE MONSTER THAT NO ONE KNOWS HOW TO TREAT. A PERSON HAS TO HAVE SOME SLEEP AND I AM ON MY SECOND NIGHT WITH LITTLE OR NO SLEEP. AND YES, ALL CAPS MEANS I AM SCREAMING THIS TO THE WORLD.

AT LEAST WITH DEMENTIA OR ALZHEIMER'S I MIGHT NOT FEEL THIS RLS. I HAVE THE SEVERE VARIETY BASED ON MEDS NEEDED TO STOP IT.