Thanks Di, I figured Voc Rehab might help me, I was thinking about getting in with them so we'll see how much they can help me. I hope they will help me to get the certification course covered because it's almost 5 grand...for 20 months of classes...Worth it when you think of how much you'll make after completion, but still.

Ahhh, that sounds like this one I was thinking about going with Twinkletoes, thanks for posting about it. It doesn't sound worth it if it cuts out on you like that. I hope that things with cell phone work out well, tracfone has some good deals so that is what I think I will go with.

Evening Christina, thanks for your post, it was so good to chat in chat with you the other night, I really appreciate it. I feel so much stronger this time, then I did when I last talked about it a year ago. The only thing I am worried about is Jack trying to guilt trip me into going to DC with him and Jackie. I really don't want to make that trip for his grandfather's funeral.

I just want to be happy and working for something, towards something and get something, namely my own laptop and my own car. I just hate having to do everything, I have given jackie two bathes today because he didn't get one last night with the lightening and rain we had it wasn't safe, so gave it to him before school and now he's had one since goingo ut and getting absolutely filthy in the dirt in the yard, and Jack and I are supposed to be sharing the bathing duties but going on two weeks now it's all been on me.

I have to go make another dinner, and get through another meal, another evening of nonesense and finally dishes and bedtime. I can't wait until this stage of my life is done and I can move on. I will have my own room at Mom's and things will be different, I plan on using my power chair in the house to get around and then use the manual wheelchair to get around out in the world. I am sure we'll have problems like everyone does but it's bound to be better then the kind of stuff that I have endured here you know?

*Sigh* Here I go, into the kitchen...