Thanks you guys. I am on the verge of tears. I told this nasty doctor that I will not lose my husband to someone who can't be there for Jim. I told him this is what happened almost six years ago and I will not accept less than quality care. He remained quite for the most part and then said "I understand." RIGHT! I don't think so.

My stomach is churning and I have anxiety all over the place. I thought seeking civilian care would be different but it's not. You must remain in control at all times.