Thanks for the link and for the idea to google the free courseware, that's awesome! I don't know why I never thought of that, I could have been working on this for months preparing, I think it's smart to get it under my belt as much as I can NOW before I am in the class so I can learn easier and pass tests better.
I just saw and replied to Christina's post, thanks for pointing it out Mari, I don't look up there too often, but man, I am glad she can come here and post like that, I know how much talking helps.
I hope you start feeling better soon, I know how awful depression can be, setting in like a cold or flu, and making you miserable for days, weeks or even months, I wish you the best in getting with your T and seeing if you can't maybe tweak your meds a bit, I just tweaked mine a bit ago and hoping things get better soon. I feel better, but who knows really, it changes and fluctuates daily it seems.