Well I just got back from having a long talk with my son and his girlfriend's mother. Lord I so disapprove of this whole thing but what do you do when you have a kid that is drowning and you don't particularly like his lifeline. I can't say I don't like her I just, I don't know. I guess I am afraid for him. They stay on him about his meds. He is made to help out. She makes sure they get out and get some exercise whether it is just walking around the block or playing frisbee out back.

I hate this, it takes up my every thought. Is this normal. When you have a child like this and these things happen is it normal to become almost obsessed with thoughts of trying to keep your child safe and happy. Almost impossible at this age to do both lol.

He is kind of mad at me, says I embarrassed him by having the talk at that particular time, house full of friends. We were outside so I don't know how much they heard. I apologized. Needed to be done.