good news. the psychatrist my aunt gave me the number for is seeing me on Tuesday at 3:30.

im nearvous because i have NO idea how much is is ($10 co pay or $4897648 like ive seen pdoc appointments go for) im really nervous about the whole thing :/

added:
does anyone have blue cross blue shield? I checked their website to "find a doctor" and the doctor she gave me was on the site so that means he's on my insurance right? his 'profile' says pay for service, does that mean like hundreds of dollars each time, or my co-pay?

now that i have to deal with all my insurance stuff myself, its so confusing i feel like im being forced to grow up in 4 seconds and handle everything and it makes me dizzy.