Hi and thank you girls for the info i no that they usually refuse the first time in fact i was on the cpd sight and they even say that they do that i had to laugh when i saw that. But yes the idea of writing a letter and telling just what life has been like sounds great and i will try. I just wrote a letter the other week for comp and i used that dragon speak and i read it very quickly and sent it off then the next day i sat down and read it oh my god i could not believe just how bad it was. It sounded like i was drunk or something when i wrote it i could hardly understand it. So i now know that i will have to do up a letter first then just read it to the computer and let it type i will never try and just do one by talking to the computer again the worsts part is that not only is she going to read but the company will get a copy of it to i am a very good letter writer and i always call a few of my friends and read it to them to make sure it sounds good. But not this time how embarrassing this is going to be lo lo. I do have the faith though that i will get cpd just because of all the doctors letters i do have and then my doctors and that i am waiting to get into a pain clinic because of the meds i have to take and the fact that the doctor wont let me drive and i can't do to the pain and i am now losing my fine motor skills i think will help as will. Any ways i will let ya know how it goes and if i need any help when i go to fill out the forms i will be in touch thanks. By the time i am done with all this i think i should write some kind of book like a my life with TOS and comp and cpd story lo lo oh will every one take care and hang in there